i took my last final of the term yesterday. no classes for two weeks. it's only been one day and i already don't quite know what to do with myself. my work load was so heavy and school took over my life so completely the past few months that it feels strange to be able to come home and just relax. or hang out. without any impending deadline hanging over my head or without the guilt associated with procrastinating. i honestly don't know how to accept that right now, i feel all out of sorts. but in a good way. i'm sure i'll adjust soon enough.
harvey and i are going to the beach for a few days this week. that should be nice. we both need a little time out from our lives.
and i need a change. i think i'm going to put in my notice at work here pretty soon. i want to be out of there by may when summer classes start. because they cram so much into those short terms that i won't be able to do both. and i don't want to. i'm saving up money so that i can go a couple months without having to work while i concentrate on school. i'm hoping it will do wonders for me. i need some time for me, and i can't have that when i'm doing full time work and full time school. i deserve to be able to have fun every once in awhile without feeling like i'm neglecting my responsibilities. and i'm sick of watching everyone else go out while i have to stay in because of work. fuck that. i'm done for awhile.
also, american idol sucks this season.